well life's just hell when u have no one u can trust....especially if your in a really strict college :(
you dont know whom to trust...just cant figure out your allies from your enemies.
It is really hard to be in such a situation.
well its like being in an island......just cant talk to anyone simply because u dont trust them
theres always this is fear......for instance your telling a secret to a person who happens to be your friend
will he keep your secrets as a secret or will he just embarrass u in front of the lott ??? it is all probability n depends on how loyal your friend is to you......coz these kind of experiences are not that pleasant n you wud wish never to re-live these moments again.
sometimes u even feel hurt.....wen you realize that the person u trusted so much is not what u expected him to be and happens to be a totally different character.
and theres every chance that he might start hatin him/her......
these kind of situations may also lead to self doubt and you may not trust your instincts, also the judgement you make about others and yourself and also some may fall into a depression and they just cant be there real self.
Have u heard of broken friendships n lovers
its all just a matter of loosing faith, that is the trust in each other :)
sometimes we feel, i have helped him so much but when i need anything from the same person.....he may become unreliable n you leave you cursing yourself for the people around you just want to have what you possess and not really you!!!!!
coz people have changed there morals have gone from bad to worse
so its no use blaming others..... all u can do is be good n do your work to the best of your ability and you will c that everyone likes u and you will feel the completeness in you, once when you find yourself a friend.
you would definitely realize the true meaning of a friend only when u find your real true friend.....until then even a friend is just a theoretical concept " a friend is a person who cares 4 u n is always there to help u , wen your really in need of help" he he he :)
so go out and face the world..... as i would say "the entire world is for the taking, why even leave an island".
Always remember your born to rule, if your down then who will the others look upto!!!!!!!!!! so be a leader and guide the dumbos into the light. Let today be the day that u changed someone to the better and be proud of yourself, that you have done something worthwhile.
